SO... three of four my kids attend a year-round school. They released last wednesday 3/16, and will be out until April 4th. I just started a Title I tutor position at a Middle school close by last monday, 3/14. My four kids have been scattered all around for this week. They have spent a lot time with their aunt and close friends, making like 30 kids to two moms.... The week has been absolute pandemonium. I did however, have an opportunity to run, getting in a few 3-milers and one 5-miler. I love this time of year minus the pollen. My car is black so i rinse once a day, realistic waste of time, as within minutes its yellow again.
I must add, I am thoroughly enjoying my new job. Its not a student teaching job, nor is it full time, but it is providing me the experience with Middle schoolers that I am learning that I might enjoy a little more than the younger kids. BUT- i am astounded at the extreme changes in students since I was in middle school. The expectations of teachers, the students desire to do well, the potty mouths overlooked by the teachers, or the blatant disrespect for teachers or fellow classmates. I will not be accepting of the use of the F work in my presence at all, tutor or teacher. Then the students who know they are not going to be held back and stopped doing work three years ago and just sit in class and do nothing. These kids have such great potential and yearn for attention. Sometimes I wonder if every morning the class should start with group hugs and "lets all talk it out" time, maybe even journal time. Sounds ridiculous but really, kids act out for attention becuase any attention be it bad or good is attention. All eyes on them for just hat moment. Its there turn to shine bright or dim. The majority of the kids in this school have terrible home lives. It saddens me for them. Maybe I do want to be Mother Teresa and save all the children so they too can grow on to make the world a better place.
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